Saturday, August 03, 2019

July Trip to India

After my failure to get to India for APCWQIS 2018 (as invited speaker and international committee member - now the website no longer bears my name), I was a bit nervous for the planned July trip to India. Santo Banerjee (research fellow) and me have been planning to collaborate with universities in India. This time Santo helped me and told me what to do with respect to getting the visa. Finally, after renewing my passport, made an online visa application and picked up my passport just a few days after.

The other matter that was a bit complicated is the fact at the time, the institute was in a phase of restructuring itself and plenty of discussions were ongoing among my younger colleagues (and still is). The planned symposium required some quick decisions from us and the institute is in no shape to say yes or no. Due to the urgency, we (as founding members of MICEMS and agreed upon by Prof. Rondoni) decided to use MICEMS as a vehicle to move on and hence the following symposium "International Symposium on Recent Trends in Mathematical Sciences" (see pic of brochure below). But let me fast forward to what happened at the end of our trip. I've found out that VIT is already about to have an MoU with UPM (led by Faculty of Engineering, I think) and the institute (after restructuring issue is settled) will be able to collaborate with VIT under the proposed MoU. For everyone's info, VIT has already MoUs signed with UM and UTM (if I heard correctly). Even UPNM is about to have an MoU with VIT, most probably brokered by Dr. Nur Aisyah (former student of the institute) with the aid of Santo. I applaud her for such initiatives and showed genuine interest in contributing to her university and more importantly in developing knowledge and the research there. We need young, dynamic (and sometimes selfless) people to move. During the event, I already saw them discussing with Sayan Mukherjee (a collaborator of Santo).



Let me get back to the India trip. As the trip was around the corner, I worked harder to learn fundamentals of dynamical systems and form my personal perspective, some of which are already connected with my earlier work on quantum theory on hyperbolic surfaces (punctured surfaces, I used to call them). Perhaps due to exhaustion, my body's defense was probably not at its best and I caught flu and coughing just a few days before the trip. I quickly took a bunch of medicine so that it will not grow worse. I wasn't really in my best form for the trip (and worse, I did not quite finish my slides before the trip). I felt slightly better when I was about to fly to India. My family had breakfast at Papparich in the airport.



In the flight, I actually chose an aisle seat knowing that I was not well and may need to go to the washroom frequently. Unfortunately, an elderly man took my seat and he offered his seat in the middle for exchange. Out of respect for an elder person, I did so. The flight took around four hours and I was feeling very tired. At Chennai airport, saw that the immigration over there is quite strict; there was a landing card that I had to fill in requiring the contact number of the host in India but I could not remember it (the detail was in my laptop, if it was necessary since I had to use that information for the visa application before). I was queried about the matter and I told the immigration officer that I have forgotten but told him it should be the contact number of the Mathematics Department in Thiruvalluvar University. Fortunately, he was satisfied with the answer. After the immigration check and getting my baggage, I was happy to see Dr. Sivaraj again, waiting in person for me at the arrival exit of the Chennai airport. There was a car waiting for us to go to VIT Guest House about 120km away. The journey took around two hours because it was mostly on a normal road (quite narrow) apart from one stretch of a two-lane highway. At the guest house, I met Santo and Syed Hasibul Hassan Chowdhury (ex post-doc and student of Prof. Twareque Ali) and we had a late lunch. In the late evening, I completed my presentation slides.


The next day was the conference. Before the conference starts, there was some tree-planting function with their Vice-Chancellor, Prof. Anand A. Samuel. We (Santo and me) were considered guests of honour (first time doing this). We were told that we should in the (near) future return to VIT and visit the growing tree that will now bear our names. Interesting idea.

















After the tree-planting function, there is an inauguration ceremony for the symposium that had speeches by the Dean of School of Advanced Sciences (Prof. Mary Sarai), the Head of Department of Mathematics (Prof. B. Rushi Kumar), myself, Santo (highly respected by members of VIT) and the Vice-Chancellor. In my short speech, I mention that besides that mathematics being difficult, to get mathematical scientists to collaborate is also difficult. Most mathematicians tend to brood alone and think of their research problems independently, very unlike other scientists who may have the need to share equipments or corroborating data (say from different parts of the sky). Thus the symposium addresses this difficulty by allowing mathematical scientists to interact and know about the research progress of others. I wasn't sure that my speech augurs well with others as they tend to say good things about mathematical research and the need to make it accessible to public. In any case, it is my honest thoughts on the matter.






After the speeches, there was donning of sari scarves for the speakers and committee members. Unfortunately there was no photos for us (me and Santo) for this. Here are pics of Sanjay Mukherjee and Nur Aisyaf Abd Fataf.



The other part of the ceremony is taking turns lighting up the lantern.







Here is part of the audience and the group photo:






Right after the inauguration they gave a framed picture of me giving the speech. That was quick!


Next was the break; we had ours in a room and the participants in open space. Immediately after the break, was my talk and it had to be cut short since the inauguration and break took up a longer time than expected. There were no questions asked from my talk but I was approached by Sanjay after the talk that he would like to have my slides, which I was happy to do so. I told him, most of the materials are pretty standard apart from my personal perspective of the field and our own work on the thrice-punctured hyperbolic sphere, which was included in the talk. I appreciated the interest and kind gesture by him.



There was another talk after mine and then we break for lunch. After lunch, I had to excuse myself to rest, feeling really unwell. Immediately after my talk, I was already coughing badly and had to excuse myself a few times so as not to disturb the talk. Even during the inauguration ceremony, I had to take many cough drops to ensure I will not cough during the ceremony (sitting at the front with the Vice-Chancellor). I am pretty sure that my blood sugar spiked that day. I also skipped the social visit to the Golden Temple (was said to be wholly coated with real gold). Sivaraj in fact, came to my room to make sure if I want to skip the social trip and I said I needed as my fever went high. He must have been disappointed. Later after the social trip, he came again to make sure if I was alright and even offered to call an ambulance to bring me to their medical centre. I declined and just wanted to rest. Due to the fever, I had to skip the whole event the next day despite that I wanted to listen to some of the talks. I was frustrated then, thinking that I might have disappoint the organizers.

I made sure I get enough rest that day and took my meds. This is because the next day was the Thiruvalluvar University event. For the talk, I updated the slides of a talk that I have given in Istanbul with more points. I also thought that the audience will be more mathematically inclined and decided for a different type of talk.


However during our travel to the university, I was told that there will be more students (including undergraduate) than staff and was asked to tone down the technicalities. I was told that the university is named after a famous poet and philosopher Thiruvalluvar. The students of the university tend to be from nearby regional districts. The event is a one-day event and was conducted in a hall (resembling a school hall that was separated from other buildings). There was again another inauguration ceremony with their vice-chancellor Prof. Thamarai Selvi Soma Sundaram giving a (good) speech. After the inauguration, I gave my talk which again had to shorten it due to some technical glitch in the beginning. Later we were given a good authentic Indian briyani lunch served on banana leaves, provided by Prof. R. Vijayaragavan (who also drove us to the university and back).



The event continued after lunch. Due to being tired (and full too) and the warm conditions, I had intermittent dozing off moments. There was a closing session and Syed gave a speech on behalf of us. It was later after the closing, that Dr. M. Chitra and one PhD student approached me saying that they appreciated my talk. Felt good about it.

The next day was mostly on administrative matters when Sivaraj brought us to their International Office and we met with Prof. Dr. Ghalib, Assistant Director of VIT International Relations. It is from him that I knew about VIT MoU's with Malaysian universities including forthcoming one with UPM. They are very forward-lookinf and dynamic. I mention about taff and student exchange to which both our institutions will be interested in.



Later in the afternoon, Sivaraj helped us to get a room in the library so that me and Syed can discuss some research matters.

Early at 5.30 am (local time) the next day, Sivaraj personally came to see us off to go to Chennai airport for our flights home (together with Syed and Prof. M.K. Hassan). That was really thoughtful of him. Overall, I was happy with the trip (apart from my fever episodes) and am grateful for their generous local hospitality. I hope the next time they come visit us, our institute can reciprocate in a similar manner.

As I arrived home later in the evening, my other half and two sons had already left for Sungai Petani, Kedah for a wedding. Left behind are my youngest two sons and we had a pizza dinner.


Wednesday, July 31, 2019

Live Hard

It has been more than a month since I last posted in this blog. There were too many uncertainties and things beyond our control that one can't simply spend too much time worrying about such matters. Things just need to move. Another aspect is that there are tendencies that academic matters be marred by egoistic drives. Part of my silence is to disentangle such tendencies from my own actions. I am no longer concern about administrative leadership but will shift my attention to scientific leadership which is more critically needed. My own personal attitude has always been that I will contribute wherever I can and whenever or wherever I'm wanted. I've started to focus on matters that go beyond the institute and act on matters that I can have influence on. Think globally and act locally, as some would say. It is also a paradigm that one takes whenever one faces (mathematical) problems: either one generalises the problem (to gain wider perspective) or one looks for simpler problems (to solve problems incrementally) or both. In any case, I will keep giving ideas to help the institute to move on and will also proceed to ensure sustainable progress for theoretical physics in UPM.

One of the things I believe in, is not to be too comfortable with easy things. Wherever manageable, live life the hard way. It makes one appreciates better how hard other people work. In a way, such stance is also why I keep pursuing theoretical physics despite many instances of discouraging efforts by others. Living the hard way allows one to experience better what others have gone through. One of the 'silly' things (some say) that I did during my PhD years was to copy out-of-print books by hand (see the pic below). The purpose is three-fold: first, to have a personal copy of the book and second, to learn the contents while writing them out. It is well-known that you learn better by writing things down, a skill that seems to be eroded away due to habit of online-reading. Third, is to simply experience what the ancient scribes have done in the old days where they need to copy manuscripts to transmit the knowledge around (before printing press is available).



Recently, I was invited to give a talk at a symposium in VIT and Thiruvalluvar University in India. I had the freedom to choose any topic I want though was told to keep it to a level understandable by students. I could have taken an already prepared talk to make things easy for me. Instead I choose to talk on a topic that I'm still learning namely dynamical systems (for the talk at VIT; the talk at Thiruvalluvar was different). The prompt to study dynamical systems also arises from two challenges: one being personal, deemed by others for not being knowledgeable about the subject and another is to make (international) collaboration works. The pressure to have a good respectable talk on this new topic, both for beginners and experts, helped me learn the subject more speedily by focusing on core ideas. Part of the talk has been posted on my technical blog Ketchup Spills. I will continue to post on this blog on what I have learned or anything useful for my group. The blog posts are not essential for the academia (extra burden) and are not in any way counted for personal assessment. However I wish to continue to do so for my own betterment. I have resurrected the blog just before going to India (should have been concentrating then for my India presentation). Writing technical blogs are far more difficult than writing non-technical ones like this. There is a tremendous amount of fact-checking and much more demanding is to have a personal perspective of the blog materials. Thus, one expects a slower rate of posting to Ketchup Spills.

Also recently, we were made aware of suggestions of new levels of KPIs for the institute. Researchers of the institute are expected to perform better than those in the Faculties. Added to this, is now that the administrators (yes, people like me) of the institute are expected to perform better than the institute's members. Blanket KPIs irrespective of fields often do more harm than good and I have written many times, arguing for the case of mathematical sciences with statements by international experts and associations. I do not wish to repeat them and make me sound like a broken record. The higher KPI for the administrators of the institute is another thing that I felt is not very wise. While I'm game for higher (reasonable) targets (live hard, as I said earlier), I certainly do not want these KPIs diminish my chances of promotion or affect my bread-and-butter matters. As such, the perception will be that of threats and the natural reaction to threats are fight-or-flight. Certainly true leaders would not want such reactions from the staff but instead they should motivate us to work better. But perhaps they have thought these matters through and through and there is no better option? Personally for me, this would be a push-away factor from taking up administrative posts. So we will see how it goes.

Tuesday, June 11, 2019

Shawal 1440

So today is the 7th of Shawal, 1440. Muslims in Malaysia celebrated 'Eid-ul Fithri on Wednesday last week. This year round, we celebrated 'Eid initially at home, and is one of those rare years. More often than not, we tend to do this in my other half's hometown. The celebration at home is pretty simple; beginning with Eid prayers at Masjid Hussain in Seremban 2. This is followed by the mutual forgive-seeking salam between our family members and also photography sessions for memories. Below are the photos.



















After having breakfast together, we went to Segamat to my sister-in-law's place and were there until the next day. For our travel back to Seremban, we were caught in a massive jam and it took us five  hours to reach home. It was only the next day that I get to see my sister and niece in KL, brother and sister-in-law in Kepong. At my eldest brother's house, I decided to take photos, in part to capture and admire his good book collection. I took one book out since I did not notice it before and they immediately gave it to me. See pics below.






I wish we had taken more at the other homes but somehow refrained out of respect. So one of the things I've learned this Shawal is that despite we think we had problems in life, others are facing much bigger tests and challenges. As my sister Zaizah mentioned in a message, greater people will be tested more severely. May Allah help us to face our challenges and live out our life in the best way we possibly could.