So Ramadhan 1446 has just ended a few hours and tomorrow we will be celebrating 'Eid-ul-Fithri. I hope there is real improvement in ourselves with the Ramadhan that had just past. Indeed, with some difficulties that we have gone through, this has been a humbling Ramadhan.
All my sons came back home yesterday with Ihsan coming back a few days earlier. Yesterday, we also took the opportunity to visit and clean my mum's grave.
Today was our journay to Segamat to meet with my in-laws, reaching before noon.
Unfortunately, I am not really in a Raya mood with the coming teaching duties in mind. I have also written a post over Ketchup Spills, which I will try to finish properly before the Eid prayers. It is entitled PT-Symmetric Quantum Theory: A Cursory Look. This is one topic that I wish that I had learned earlier and one of those topics that tend to surprise you but yet staying close to down-to-earth traditional quantum theory (another is the Berry phase and other geometric phases). This is unlike some of the speculative topics that has become popular, added with grandiose questions and even claims. It rests on good honest mathematics but I have not quite come to grips since it is very computational (and I prefer to the calculations myself or at least know how to proceed in making progress) and it involves complex analysis, topics I've covered in a small way over in Equatorial Frequencies. Perhaps, this is another humbling experience over this Ramadhan, not knowing enough on such topics. I have been reading materials on the topic all this while and I resisted rushing through them, since I can't really pin down the essential ideas and details needed. I also discovered my close colleague during my PhD days , Patrick Dorey has also contributed to this topic from the view of integrable models (his specialization). He had also contributed to Bender's book on the topic. Below is a pic of me and him when we met in Seoul; he was in a conference in honour of A. Zamolodchikov and I was ina quantum information conference. He is now a professor in Durham where we did our PhD. Knowing this, somehow I felt small and somehow regretted how things went. I told my other half, if only I could be smarter and worked much harder, perhaps I would have achieved more in theoretical physics. So it was humbling going through all the materials (only able to touch the surface). I also intended to touch upon Bagarello's work in these topics, whom my younger colleague, Dr. Nurisya know and had the opportunity to visit him recently. But it was too much for me to take in and at some point, I had to leave this and moved on to prepare for my teaching next week.